I remember when I would dread waking up in the morning, only because In didn’t want to face everything that was going on everyday. The lies. The sneaking. The betrayal. For what? Where the hell did that ever get me?
But things are different now.
I feel different now. I feel like the me I’ve always wanted to be. The one that isn’t so afraid to say what’s on her mind. The one who tells the truth and actually feels GOOD about it. That’s the me I’ve always wanted to be. And I’m there. And it feels good. I feel…dare I say…happy. Actually happy.
I enjoy waking up every morning because I get to wake up next to the most amazing man I have ever met in my entire life. How do I even begin to describe him?! He is absolutely amazing in every single way. When I met him, I noticed his intense, pale blue eyes. God, I could easily stared into those eyes forever and just feel right at home. He has this mischievous little smirk that he likes to flash my way. My favorite is when we just gaze into each other’s eyes, both fighting the urge to smile like complete idiots. One tiny glance from him and I am automatically weak in the knees. It takes everything in me to not just smother him completely every second we are together. When we are apart, he is ALWAYS on my mind. I will never grow tired of thinking of him. He is absolutely everything and more to me.
I constantly find myself thinking about our future and it always makes me smile. <3